kate-kate selembut dan semanis mulut berbicara

almost 2 weeks aku tak ke college gara2 si nyamuk gatal pembawa virus yg telah gigit aku,aku dlm kawalan dan still mc smpi 11/2 ni aku ade appointment dgn doktor ... almost 4 days jugak aku masuk hospital...sakit taw kene masuk berbotol2 pint drip ... serik dah aku....dmam yg  over limit panas + headache yg mcm nk pecah kpala...urgh btw terima kasih pd yg dtg melawat insan yg lemah ni....heheheh :) semoga aku akan pulih sepulih2nya dan kembali ke college ... doakan aku ...

Hidup Menumpang Di negeri Orang Menjadi Satu Pengalaman

Aku terpaksa keluar rumah pada pukul 6.30 pg dek kerana tidak mahu menaiki teksi RM 15 .... Aku bercadang untuk menaiki bas ke kolej yg pada mase yg same die mmg park kat sane selepas hantar budak2 kolej aku posting .... kehidupan aku di pasir pekan kota bharu berakhir disini ... tepat pada 7 pg aku smpi di parking bus dimana bus akan park kat c2 ... then mujurlah abg bas yg bawak tu bg aku dok dlm bas smpi pukul 8 pg sementara tunggu bustop tu bukak ... tepat pukul 8 pg aku menyusuri ke tapak bus station yg aku perlu pergi tu ... aku mengheret sebuah beg besar dan menggalas beg sekolah yg mempunyai laptop di dalamnya ... dlm aku mengheret sebuah beg yg besar itu,ade seorg pak cik menyapaku ... ADEK NAK PEGI MANA?? lalu aku pon menjawab ... NAK BLIK KOLEJ KE CHERAS LAH,SY BUDAK KOLEJ CAMPUS CHERAS ... dan dgn selambanya aku berjalan menunju ke bustation itu ... sesampai aku disana, aku terus breakfast ... aku menikmati nasi ayam goreng kampung,even x sedap pon aku makan jer sbb tu rezeki dan perut pon lapar pada mase tu  ... sedang aku menikmati sarapan pagi aku,pak cik yg menyapa n beborak smbil makan pagi ...




Selepas aku sarapan pagi aku tunggu di bustation tu smpi pukul 10 pg bas smpi ... aku dikelilingi oleh org2 yg aku tak kenali ... ade sorang mak cik niey,katanya die hendak ke kl dan terus ke medan untuk menghadiri perkahwinan adeknyer .... then aku ternampak seorang sami budha ... mungkin die hendak ke Thailand sbb dkat citu mmg x jauh dari negara Thai ...  tepat pukul 9.45 am bus yg aku nak naik tu sampai .... aku terus menaiki bus tersebut ... perjalanan ku memakan masa selama 3 jam untuk smpi ke kuala terengganu

Teksi Oh Teksi ...

OK ... setelah 2 minggu aku posting kat Kota Bharu ni ,akhirnya aku akan pulang jugak ke tanah air ... then bile aku nak balik aku cube untuk booking teksi ... Aku taknsangka teksi kat sini sgtlah mahal and sangat cekik darah .... jarak tmpat aku tinggal dgn bustop tu umpama sungai wang ke klcc ... sgt dekat okey tp harga teksi yg dia tawarkan Rm 15 ... kalau dekat kuantan umpama rumah aku ker kolej shahputra ... oh itu sgt awesome .. so aku decide untuk follow bus kolej pukul 6 pg tu lah ... terpaksa aku tunggu awal pg sehingga jam 10 ... ape nasib badan ... xpe janji aku dpt smpi ke destinasi untuk jumper family tersayang .. :)

Regards,

Ieyka Jasmine

hope lagi :(

I hope your happy with your life I hope your happy with your wife I hope you see what you have done I hope you see that this is all wrong I hope you realise that your not perfect I hope you see that money's not worth it I hope you realise that family comes first I hope you see that my smile was rehearsed I hope you see that your tearing me apart I hope you someday grow a heart I hope someday I will want to see you I hope someday I wont have to see you I hope you suffer, but I dont want that I hope you die, but I dont mean that I hope someday your 'love' will be real I hope someday you will 'feel' I hope you realise that money cant heal I hope someday you'll feel, what I feel I hope that before you die I hope to tell you, I wont cry I hoped you would be a good dad I hoped you wouldnt make me mad But all my hopes from before are gone just like the love you had for their mom I hope that I see you one last time I hope I get to tell you this: 'I wish I never knew you because of you....I wish I didnt exist....'

Hopes ....

Theres nothing hopes for him ... i think that im am very2 fool to wait his hope ... i am so down .. ya allah jika die bkn milik ku,hapuskan die dari pandangan mataku .... aku sgt2 down ... n untuk kesekian kalinya air mata aku gugur jatuh sekali lg .... maafkaan aku kerana aku jatuh cinta pada kau ... aku cuma insan yg lemah ... n aku adalah seorg perempuan yg x mampu mengalahkan cinta yg kau bg pd ur love one ... aku dah xkan menaruh harapan lg ... oh god,kalau lah engkau tau betapa sakitnye terlukanya aku sekarang .... aku akan pergi,pergi tinggalkan engkau cube melupakan engkau tp hakikatnye hati aku bagai dihiris dan dibelah dgn belati yg tajam ... yes aku aku pergi tinggalkan harapan yg sekadar mnjadi angan ku .... jgn tangisi pemergian aku kerana tiada lg harapan aku untukmu ... jadikanlah semua satu kenangan yg paling manis dlm hidup kite ... 

To the admire,

dear admire ... i sgt bodoh sbb terlalu sygkan you since we met n since kite jd terlalu rapat .... im fool sbb tunggu u .... it is about 11 month dah ... tp u penah sedar tak tu ... mgkin cara terbaik i ialah i akan pergi tinggalkan u even itu sgt perit untuk i ... i x taw sama ada u sedar atau tidak ... tp bg i,i sgt2 penat untuk tunggu u ... n u sedar 3 feb ni genap setahun kite berkawan ... kerna sekecil naluri u,i sanggup korbankan segala2 nya ... demi jge hati u n jge hati bf u i snggup lukakan hati i sendiri ... tp xper i mmg slalu sakitkan hati i sendiri ... n u thanks sbb u jgak buat i berubah ... berubah ke arah yg lebih baik ... tp bermainkan soal hati i mmg dah x sanggup lg u ... i tau mmg i xpenah ada dlm hati u ... im not perfect mcm org lain u tp sekurang2nya setiap manusia tu ada hati dan perasaan n setiap manusia tu berhak jatuh cinta ... u i mintak maaf sbb i falling in love with you ...

To My Abg yus,

Abg thanks sbb buat adik chill when adik dah giving up ... abg tau kan it hard to me as a girl when the tears are fallin ... hurmmm tp btol semua ckp abg nasihat abg tu ... abg ckp 'one day ,akan ade sorang putera kt luar sane yg betol2 lelaki yg akan datang dalam hidup adik,dan pada waktu itu adik x perlu risau lg sbb sememangnye putera tersebut milik adik ... i wish adik akan jumpe sape empunye tulang rusuk adik niey ... :( ..n thanks abg sbb nasihat abg pada adik ... tuhan xkan uji kite kalau die tahu kite x mampu tanganinya ... brtol tu abg ... n adik akan ingt abg yus ckp KALAU ADIK RASA DOWN,ADIK INGTLAH <3 DARI ABG ... hehehe occay abg .... 

To my bff Heidy Hongki,

Thanks jugak to u sbb buat i cheering up n buat i ketawa ... and u i akan ingt sgt2 bile u ckp ... KALAU U INGT LG AND TALK ABOUT HIM LG I BG U ENAM DARAB ENAM ... HAHA ... occay heidy i will <3

Regards n Thanks,

ieyka jasmine

hey love letter for him

It was not hard for me to fall in love with you. You are so easy to love. 
The hardest part is being away from you, but I know that the best part is when we will be together again. 
I'm longing for that moment. God knows how much I miss you. 
We may be apart, but my love for you stays stronger and sweeter. 
When I feel alone, I close my eyes and I can feel your arms wrap around me, your tender kisses and sweet whispers of "I love you".

My Love, all I ever need is you and all I want is to hold you forever. To laugh with you, to share each moment with you but for now I will wait for that sweet moment.
When it comes, I will hold your hands forever.

A TEAR ON MY PILLOW

When I lay and think, in my bed at night,
the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight.
I toss and I turn, dreaming of you,
opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true.
It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll,
weeping quietly... my pillow I hold.

Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love.
God touched my soul from heaven above
He's answered my prayers for my bride to be.
I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me.
That's a question I asked each and every night.

He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right.
No other has made me feel so complete,
my whole life was lived, just so we could meet.
All these thoughts and more going through my head.
I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead.

oh admire :'(

You're always on my mind, day and night 
When I think of you, all feels so right 
Need to have you, need to hold you 
And tell you that I love you. 
My dear, I don't want to see us apart 
This separation just tears away my heart 
I miss you, oh, I really miss you 
Will need you more and more each day 
I know I cannot live without you 
I miss you, more than words can say

I Am Missing You

I miss you at night as I gaze upon the stars 

I miss you during the day as clouds cover my sun 

I miss you and want to hold you in my arms 

I miss you so much, my dear, I feel no more fun. 

I miss your smile, your joy, your lips 

I wish you would be here, my loneliness grips.

My mind is traveling to far places seeking your beauty 

My heart beating faster and faster with your memory 

My being fading its joy, my eyes all teary. 

My days are going by so slowly, oh so slowly 

This painful longing penetrates my heart deeply 

My soul cries out for you more and more strongly. 

You are my dear love, my life, my everything 

Yearning the day to be together once more 

For that day to be here now I'd give anything 

Don't ever leave me again, sweetie, you I implore.

I Miss You

I miss you so much it hurts, my love 

I miss you with every fiber of my being 

I miss you like there is no tomorrow, my dove 

I miss you fervently, it's all my loving. 

I miss you with my entire heart 

I wish we were no longer apart.

My heart beats only for you, faster and faster 

My legs are shaking just thinking about you 

My eyes are watery, tears flowing larger and larger 

My whole being is trembling for you. 

My arms are craving to hold you once more 

My soul is withering away deep from its core.

I miss you desperately, with everything I got 

I miss you darling, I miss you every single day 

I miss you sweetheart, my loving ache so hot 

I miss you my dear love, I miss you all the way. 

I miss you and I can take it no longer 

Come back to me and our love will be stronger.

love :'(

Since the day we first met,
I knew it was love,
God answered my prayers,
you came down from above...

You gave me your heart,
and taught me to trust,
for the first time ever,
it was more than just lust.

Your sweet loving words,
are not to be compared,
I am forever your partner,
my soul I have bared...

Every day I wake up,
with a smile a mile long,
I know that we are solid,
I know that we are strong.

So never put into question,
my feelings being true,
because I have found my one and only,
And I will always love you.

For Him :'(

By a fleeting touch of your hand 

You light up my skin and my heart 

And I know that you are the man 

With whom I just can't bare to part. 

I feel love and passion so deep 

That I'd rather spend every night 

Watching you quietly as you sleep, 

Shining softly with love so bright.

1 week at Hosp. Raja Perempuan Zainab 2 ...

Halloo .. halloo ... wargh dah 1 week x update blog ... Okey readers ... dah 1 weeks i kt kota bharu ... i ditugaskan di wad medical lelaki ... i i lah seorang runner ... hari2 i bg ubat n injection ... warghh .. kire dah pro jugak la pasal ubat2 niey ... bromehexin,adalat,vasterel,isordil ... wargghh ... bangga sekejap dah pndai bab ubat ... its so fun okey keje kat cini ... n its a quite bussy ward ... hurmm im missing him so much ... xper i still can  handle it ... demi cita2 i kan ... n i sgt bangga sbb i bakal jadi seorg nurse ... well ... i sgt happy dgn life i skrg ... 

love ... ?? love x penah ada lg dalam hidup i,sbb i sgt2 fobia dgn words LOVE ...oh well, i miss my friends so much ... hurmm ... doakan i kat cni yer kawan2 ... <3<3 much lover . muahhxx ..

regards,

< 3 ieyka jasmine

1st Day At Hospital Raja Perempuan Zainab 2,Kota Bharu

Hari niey hari first day aku kat sini ... wau ... aku ditempatkan di wad medical ... shift ptg ... but bkan today lah ... today aku ditempatkan di wad 6 ... dialisis ... wah sgt2 best n sgt2 penat ... aku wat 2 injection s/c kat patient yg ader diabetic ... n aku assist doctor buat vd ... vd tu satu pembedahan kecil untuk dialisis .... i am so happy n sg2 penat today ... lenguh kaki2 aku .... dgn cuaca yg sgt panas today ... huhu .. itu semua adalah satu pengalaman ... btw ... ari ni BIRTHDAY the only one my sister ... 9 years old ...

P/S : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ADEK YAH ... AKAK LOVE YOU N MISS YOU SO MUCH ... GOD BLESS YOU DIK ... INGT ...DGR CAKAP AYAH AND IBU OKEY <3

Omg .... i miss you so much ... miss my family n my friends too .. :(

regards,

ieyka jasmine

Kuala Terengganu To Kota Bharu ...

im glad sbb i dah habis praktikal kat terengganu ... but im so sad when i reach at kota bharu ... huh,why?? rumah kat cni dah okey but i xder ... sedeh btol ... rumah kotor ... then im  so sorry sbb x update when im at terengganu ... i sgt busy ... ermmm btw i miss him so much ... tp xtaw nak ckp mcm maner kat dier :( esok dah start going to hospital ... but tommorow cume orientation sahaja n this monday bru start shift ... sumpah xder mood 

regards,

ieyka jasmine