Bila Sang Bunga Mula Berbicara :): January 2011

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Dah Lame Kowt X update blog nieyh ... :)

Ini aku nak cerita,bnyk sgt aku nak pot pet pot pet kat BLOG ni ...

Firstly,aku nak cerita kat kowang yang last week sebelum, kelas theory semester 5 aku habis,kereta aku telah dilanggar oleh sebuah kereta saga merah ... habis bumper kete aku hancur,lampu pecah,nasib la aku x aper2 ...

then anta bengkel, si langgar tu yg bayar semua cost bengkel ...

si langgar tu mengaku yang dia yang langgar aku sbb dier rush nak g kelas dah lambat ... ok fine dier dah mengaku n nak settle lua ... nasib aku x report kat balai polis ag ... then biler sume settle,alhamdullilah ...

Secondly,aku punya la bengang biler dgr cerita kene posting mockward 2 week sbb list x kluar2 ag ... kolej kate,tempat xder tok kiteorg,aku bengang giler kowt ... then aku pon posting la mockward .... bosan la kat mockward ... CI plak mcam hape ntah ..... !$####^@@$ ....thenn aku dgr cer yg list posting akan keluar hari niey ... then aku panas biler aku dgr raye cina ni kitaorg x dpt cuti ... berasap la tinger aku ni ...

Thirdly,aku sgt2 bengang sesangat biler tetiba cik fara ... warden kiteorg kate yang kiteorg akan dipindahkan bulan february dkat CASA SURIA dpn kolej ....

erghhhhh bengangnyer nak angkut barang saner cni .....

Fourthly,Conclusion nyer kat cini ....

AKU SGT2 BENGANG GILER2 DGN KOLEJ AKU NIEY !!!!!!

SABAR JERLAH ...... !!!!

Monday, January 10, 2011

LISTEN :))

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within

It's only beginning to find release

Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside and turned

Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[Chorus]

Listen

I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried

To say what's on my mind

You should have known oh

Now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what

You've made of me

I followed the voice, you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened

There was someone here inside

Someone I thought had died

So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out

And my dreams will be heard

They will not be pushed aside or worse

Into your own

All 'cause you won't listen

[Chorus]

Listen

I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried

To say what's on my mind

You should have known oh

Now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what

You've made of me

I followed the voice, you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong

But I'll be moving on

If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start, but I will complete

OH now I am done believing you

You don't know not what I am feeling

I'm more than what you've made of me

I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own

My Own

Sunday, January 9, 2011

JOGGING AND PHOTOSHOOT RAKAN DI TASIK PERMAISURI ... KELAS GITU :)))

Saturday, January 8, 2011

ALLAH GIVE ME MORE SPIRIT ... :((((

Ya Allah .... aku semakin lemah dgn dugaanmu ...
knp semua pasal aku ...semua salah aku ....
x pernah ade yg btol ....
aku nak baik ngan org salah ...
nak gembirakan hati org salah ...
semua pasal aku semua salah ...
oh tuhan , kau berilah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapinya ya tuhan ...
aku ni mcm dlm dunia ni sorang2 jer ...
sbb ape yg aku buat semua salah ...
ade kawan macam xder kawan ...
aku ni mmg xder sape lah dlm idup niey ...
aku x layak tok org bahagiakan aku ...
SBB SEMUA PASAL AKU SALAH !!!
Ya Allah give ATIKAH spirit ya Allah ...
aku x taw nak luahkan kat sape ...
kalau aku luahkan pada sesape ...
mesti salahkan aku ....
terpaksa aku update kat blog aku sendiri sbb diary aku tertinggal kat rumah ...
Ya Allah ape salah aku ...
ape salah aku ya Allah ....
Oh tuhan .... plz plz give me spirit ....

:((((((

P/S : LEAVE ME ALONE .... URGH ..